Speaking of Kik, that's where I found out that I'm bisexual. The more I was trying to find females on it, the more I came across guys with their cocks hanging out. At first it really disgusted me because I didn't want to see a bunch of pricks that were on display. But eventually I started to develop more acceptance towards them, and started seeing them as ordinary body parts without the “gay” stigma that used to turn me off. After that, I started to find some sexy looking, and that, mixed together with straight blowjob porn, is what caused me to experiment with guys on Kik. I started trading pics online and started to develop more of a craving for cock. I wanted to have one in my mouth and taste it but did not ever let my thoughts wander off into either receiving or giving anal with guys. Eventually I became more open to that as well found out that I'm a top and would like to fuck a guy. Anyway, so when I became 18, I realised I could finally try something with a guy in person, but it was near impossible as I still didn't have my probationary licence (P plates) and also my parents were always the strict type, I never really got any freedom or independence. About 2 months ago I got my P plates and was able to drive on my own, so I started looking for guys around my age and japanese mostly inexperienced so I could meet them in person and experiment. After about two weeks I had pretty much given up as nothing was working out but then I received a message from a 34 year old versatile Asian named Alex. I was reluctant to delve into a conversation with him considering the age gap but he showed me pictures and looked a lot younger than his age due to him being Asian. Eventually we started talking a lot more and within a week he seemed like the guy I always had wanted. I guess somewhere along the line an emotional connection was formed and we decided to become boyfriends. So I arranged a couple of meets with him that always turned pussy out to be unsuccessful and was really eager to have him in person but my sexual frustration was peaking at this point considering that it had been 2 years since I last had sex (which was with my gf at the time) and had been in a horny state since then. The age difference had also grown on me and it turned me on to think of being with an older male. One night, about 3 weeks ago, I received a message on Kik from another guy named Tony. We shared pictures and nudes and I had found out he was 55 years old with a thick 7.5 inch cock which looked so delicious in pictures. I was horny in an instant, my own cock tenting uncomfortably in my tight shorts. Eventually though I regained some asian self control and told him that I had a newly made boyfriend and planned on staying loyal to him. With that, I went back to japan texting Alex and we tried to make plans again. I started to have my doubts when all he wanted to see was nudes of my ass and asshole but I still showed him regardless. I was in a horny but doubtful state, on the one hand I really wanted Alex and I to be together but on the other I felt that he only wanted my virgin hole. I was open to chinese receiving anal at this point but I wanted my first time to be with someone that liked me rather than just wanted my tight hole. Nevertheless, it was a Monday night and we made plans to meet on Thursday during the day, and with that Alex had to go offline. His missus was pestering him. I didn't know how to feel and needed some advice, so I texted Tony again, not sure what to expect. I had originally planned to ask him for help regarding my situation but, being in my horny state and having my mind in a mess, I decided to text him and just go with the flow. We started talking again exchanged some more pics and he was beginning to grow on me. I decided to have a couple of beers and try to ease myself. He seemed like a nice guy (but then again, so did Alex at the start) and his nudes and the massive age difference between us all started to make me crave him. Being drunk didn't help. He told me he was free tomorrow (Tuesday) and I had told him I was too. We had made a plan that he would pick me up in his car from the shopping centre and take me back to his house where we can enjoy each other’s company. Without thinking about any of the consequences, dangers or risks of doing this, I agreed to meet him at 12pm the next day. 27/03/18 - Tuesday: I woke up the next day at 8am and was reminded of everything that happened yesterday. I immediately felt guilty (for arranging with another guy and not telling Alex or getting his permission), scared shitless about the fact that I had just agreed to meet with a complete stranger and on top of that, he would be picking me up. It hurt. “I’m gonna go to bed now. Struggling to maintain his composure; he dialed 911. From there pussy I instructed her in the art of cocksucking. As soon as he stood, another wave of searing pain shot through his head. Eat my chinese pussy! Talk asian about flashing the flasher, I was a bit taken a-back and didn’t know what to do. as I pulled the mini-van into the line that japan was waiting My shudders were slowing down. The pointer hovered over a thumbnail, and japanese I couldn't resist.